Yes, it's 00:54, on a windy Sunday night. My buddy list is empty. Everybody is proably out having fun in some club/bar/whatever. Wich is what I would like to do but I cannot, because:
a) I have no one in this damned town to go out with and get ourselves drunk on tequilla
2) I am supposed to study, because a 5 was not good enough for me, i want an 8[or at least a 6], and now i have no way out.
IV) I have no money left after paying the endless bills.
So that's it. Tequilla is postponed untill the 20-smth of august. In the mean time i keep trying to enjoy in my alone time. This enjoyment looks like this: I finally got a chance to read more, wich i was really really loking foreward to do. I can watch all the movies on my "must-see list", starting with Pulp Fiction and Dancer in the Dark. I have time to clean my apartment before school starts, so i can have clear start. And I definitely have to clean my computer. I can go see any exhibition I want, without having anyone breathing down on my neck. And I should start job hunting... its about time to make some money.
Right now i will move my lazy ass to the kitchen to make some tea, put on a movie and fall asleep watching it like the 75 y-old man I am deep down inside.
damn it. Money and bills don't get together :(. I'm afraid that's what's gonna happen to me too...just wait till everything starts. Oh, and all the plans I made ... pff. Dead they are.
ReplyDeleteno nooo! thats not a positive atitude!! its all gonna work out just fine!
ReplyDeleteu'll see! [im just a scatterbrain, its normal for me to mix up mi bills...]